Despite what the title of the latest artwork I posted might suggest, I AM NOT SUICIDAL lol.

Yes I admit I was in a really depressing mood when I started the artwork but I was and still am in fact not close to ever attempting suicide. The artwork was an expression of every thought of frustration, anxiety, despair, etc that has been following me for a bit now. The artwork was also heavily inspired by the song linked on the post which is what I listened to on loop when starting the artwork and where I got the name of the artwork from.

I just want to clarify that I am safe and that there is no need to worry about me.

Frankly, because of the song and artwork, I feel better now. I was able to get my feeling out in the open. I was able to give my feelings a tangible form that I can study and understand.

I feel like I have finally made something that has been able to combine vent art with good design. Everything I drew felt like it had a purpose and everything for the first time ever seemed to click into place just as I imagined it. It feels really fuckin good. This is most definitely my favorite artwork I've ever posted on this site and maybe even EVER made.

so ya thx for reading my news post. Stay safe, make sure to keep in touch with friends, remember life is beautiful, see ya :)

(also 69 FANS NOICE)